Journal Entry

So true, so true. Hhhmmm wonder if I am going to get that balance right before the end of the week. YES I am. No diet structure has started and a little half hearted with the exercise regime. Oh well I think I will stop thinking about my goals cause they seem to bloody steer me away from actually doing them. Crazy.

Well I didnt ride this morning as my other 2 shitlets decided that they wanted to play stupid bopit game and got seriously sidetracked. They left late this morning and I was sure I was going to have to drive them to school, so waited around for the "awww we missed the bus". But it didnt come, they got it thank god and well I had to drive Cullyn to school cause it was too late to ride. But I did manage to do a bike ride this arvo and crikey, shit I was absolutly stuffed and damn my arse is so sore from Mondays efforts on it. Damn I even have a cooshy seat cover to stop that pain right in there. My mission for the ride was because I thought child #2 had gone somewhere without telling me so I went looking for him, and well the ride was pretty much a real gradual incline and yep I was puffing and panting before I got to the top. It really felt like an RPM session, the burn was almost unbearable. So now I have found a good section to ride and well the gears are going to be able to make it harder for me. Actually when I get better at the ride and can breathe SMOKE free I think I am going to do what Kerry does and pack my bag with the weight that I have lost from the beginning, which is 6kgs give or take, so that is going to be REALLY challenging. Thanks for the idea Kerry.

Well did a bit of R&R reading many blogs today, god damn there are some talented writers out there and I tell you there are some really funny ones too. Will be reading more tomorrow I tell you, I think I am now officially hooked into the blogging again. Bought bloody time too.