Wow how does time fly so quickly

Well it feels like foreva since I have been allowed access to blog let alone actually blog something.

Our family of 6 has now gone back to the original fantastic 5. YAY. What a trial has the past 5 or 6 weeks been. Ash came in and blew all the serenity I didnt think I had out of the water and added some whirlwind to what felt like a plug hole sucking the shit out of me. Wow I actually feel like I have gained a few years with teenage "attitude". So we made the big decision, time to go home to mum and keep going the way your going. Yes it was a pipe dream to be able to change his life and give him what we thought he would have longed for over the past many years. But I truely believe that he was given a misconception about us in the beginning so this made it extremely difficult to live with. That misconception was we were "rich or loaded as they say". GOD what a tragedy. So anyway while all the life of being a parent was sucked out of us, he certainly made it known that he wanted EVERYTHING. Anyway doesnt matter, he didnt friggen get it. Think he may need to learn what having a job means or something.

So anyway we had our holiday in Canberra for a week and a half and OMG reality set in, I was not cut out for this and our kids werent either. I felt so out of tune with myself and our life felt like it was going under little by little with him there. He managed to put my mum off her seat with his crap and nastiness with my kids that he coped a mouth full off her and it still didnt stop there. So after some deliberation we decided that walking on eggshells was NOT good and our kids getting ram-roaded with wedgies (that made them very red), sly pinching (causing bruising on chests) and rub it in your face I have Dads attention and you dont or I am going to take his attention away by butting in and pushing you out of the way was ENOUGH. So we decided he could go and live his miserable life with the bloodsucker wench of a mother and she can deal with the consequences of a total ARSE of an adult when he gets there. So have I detailed enough???? Have you ever seen a kid that has a sly look about him and in his eyes to think OMG he would and could do a terrible thing to hurt a little kid? Yep he is one of them.

So now I am feeling kind of aggrevated that I wrote all that cause it is one thing saying it to someone and another writing it down. So he went home yesterday afternoon but no without trying to STEAL stuff from the house and the BIG NO NO I dont condone and that is the thieving little prick took money out of my bag before he left in the 3 minute window he had to dash inside to grab a toy he forgot, hhhmmm, not impressed and well kind of set me aback that he actually did it. Wont be happy when he comes down in the holidays, oh dear I am not looking forward to it already. Shit.....

Okay some happiness to my story. My house feels absolutly WONDERFUL and it really is amazing at how it feels clean and peaceful. My boys were cuddly as ever last night and all of them slept really well and woke up happy, for a change. So all in all, back to it and more. We have a new found appreciation of what "teenage" years can do if you dont prepare and set good and appropriate examples. My kids will get a swift kick up the arse if they know whats good for them and not follow in toe.

I havent had a chance to get back into any sort of routine, giving I havent really had a chance to be alone to do anything, and having someone hanging off my hips watching everything I did. So my absence on here has been horrible, because I didnt want any interference what so ever from older eyes being able to read. Plus there hasnt been a time that I have been able to be on here for longer than 15minutes. That sucked.

So thought now I am FREEE again, I would say hi and try my best to keep my blogging regular and catch up with all you lovely cool cats once again.

Have a wonderful rest of the week.

Rach